For my entire life I have wanted to be "intensely amazing" and I have spent the last year in desperate search of the woman I want to be. I have survived the greatest heart break of losing my sister friend, I battle daily to overcome chronic anxiety and depression, and I am learning to love myself as much as I love the world. It's time for me to stop wallowing in my misery and step out in the brightest, most shocking, and most vivid me there is. I need and want my red dress moment.
I have created a check list for the launch of the new me (feel free to throw some assistance if you have an idea or suggestion):
1. Check my wreck and get off my duff.
2. Find a red dress, size 24-26 (I envision a 50s style little number in taffeta or silk; the red should be a cooler red and steer clear of orange red; plus I am not into strapless so much).
3. Day (or two) of beauty...hair, massage, the whole nine yards.
4. Photo shoot...hoping my hubby's cousin will do the honors.
Once I have accomplished my goal, then I want to send my red dress to join the lovely gowns that are already a part of the Traveling Red Dress Project.
Jenny, thank you for inspiring me. Thank you, thank you, thank you. You know if I say it three times, I must really mean it.